It's a fight between my heart and mind; no one really wins this time.

I forgot I even made this thing. I should be studying for my psych midterm at the moment, but let's be honest, that's not going to happen.

It's funny how much people can change right before your eyes. How you think you really know someone, how you think you understand them, how you think that you don't have to second guess yourself. Fuck that. People are deceiving. People change. and before you know it, it's like the person you thought you knew never even existed. I'm so sick of getting my hopes up, just to get let down again. I respect myself. Don't take me for a fool. It's bullshit, I don't deserve it, and I'm done.